Xiaoj . jowe16

im back

2011-03-31T19:42:00.002+08:00

HELLO :P

im back :)
finally right? haha.

WHAT ARE FRIENDS?

2010-06-11T10:25:00.002+08:00

well
they ignored me finally.
i dont know what happened.
is it just because of the guy?
they ignored me
i know i was wrong . what i did to him
but did i against the law
no rite?
why should they just ignored me like that?
thats so cruel lor.
well i tried to say i dont care but i cant
cause i really treat u all as my fren.
im not racist .

so generously tweeting how happy you all are
having fun?
well sokay :)

BYE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ps : sad life

2010-06-02T17:03:00.001+08:00

song recommended today

DAVID CHOI- THAT GIRL

hes a korean american :)

Oh, tonight I'm feeling fine
I'm alone, just wasting time
No Friday movie nights
Or romantic candle lights

I'm just having conversations
With the thoughts in my head
All I hear are angels crying
Oh, won't they just sing instead
It would be wrong for me to say

I don't need that girl by my side
I don't need that girl in my life
I don't want to talk it out
Or hold her when she cries

I don't want to say she's my kind
I don't want to say that she's mine
I don't want to tell her that
I love her more than life
More than life, Yeah
Love her more than life
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Honestly, this won't do
How is she doing?
I tell myself I'm feeling swell
But I know I'm such a fool

I could take it as a new beginning
But you know I don't feel that way
Who will take all this pain away?
I know it's wrong for me to say

I don't need that girl by my side
I don't need that girl in my life
I don't want to talk it out
Or hold her when she cries

I don't want to say she's my kind
I don't want to say that she's mine
I don't want to tell her that
I love her more than life
More than life, Yeah
Love her more than life
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Talk about a sin
Was the day I walked into the other side
I would run back in
I wouldn't waste no time
I know it's wrong for me to say

I don't need that girl by my side
I don't need that girl in my life
I don't want to talk it out
Or hold her when she cries

I don't want to say she's my kind
I don't want to say that she's mine
I don't want to tell her that
I love her more than life
More than life, Yeah
Love her more than life
Yeah, yeah, yeah

2010-06-02T16:14:00.003+08:00

oh well, this few days really dont have mood
because of HIM.
lesigh. what to do ?
hes like a machiato inside my heart.
i cant just let it go .
actually i thought that i already had forgotten him since theres no any flashback about
him again.
but yesterday i heard a rumour about him.
i dont know why my heart started to become pain
and its really hurt.
i got so sad, that only i realized how deep is my crush.
i found the real guy i want, but we just cant be together.
i tried to let go
but it seems like not as easy as i think.
i barely can afford it anymore.
i myself doesnt know that what am i actually doing,thining right now.

i still remember the days we used to chat a lot,like very close.
and that time he was like fond of me , but its just fate because at that time i haven fall for him
because we only knew each other not long.
then after one month hes with other girl.
i was like sokay *haven fall for him*
and 2 weeks later the girl dumped him.

i started to fall for him was when i saw him playing a tournament.
then i try to get closer with him, i know i was too late
everything was too late.
i wanted to stop my feelings towards him
but i just cant
and i ended up suffering untill now.
* around one year*
sigh!!!!

2010-05-30T12:17:00.001+08:00

Love is like a lump of gold,

Hard to get, and hard to hold.

Of all the boys I've ever met,

You're the one I can't forget.

I do believe that God above,

Created you for me to love.

He chose you from all the rest,

Because he knew I would love you best.

xoxo
jowe 16.

2010-05-30T12:14:00.003+08:00

[ti:说了再见]
[ar:周杰伦]

天亮了雨下了你走了
清楚了我爱的遗失了
落叶飘在湖面上睡着了
想要放放不掉泪在飘
你看看你看看不到
我假装过去不重要却发现自己办不到

说了再见才发现再也见不到
我不能就这样失去你的微笑
口红待在桌脚而你我找不到
若角色对调你说好不好

说了再见才发现再也见不到
能不能就这样忍着痛泪不掉
说好陪我到老永恒往哪里找
再次拥抱一分一秒都好

天亮了雨下了你走了
清楚了我爱的遗失了
落叶飘在湖面上睡着了
]想要放放不掉泪在飘
你看看你看看不到
我假装过去不重要却发现自己办不到
说了再见才发现再也见不到
我不能就这样失去你的微笑
口红待在桌脚而你我找不到
若角色对调你说好不好

你的笑你的好脑海里一直在绕
]我的手忘不了你手的温度
心碎了一地捡不回从前的心跳　
]伤心过去我无力逃跑

说再见才发现再也见不到
能不能就这样忍着痛泪不掉
]说好陪我到老永恒往哪里找
再次拥抱一分一秒都好

2010-05-30T11:55:00.001+08:00

Yeah, ha, here we go once again
Guess who's back let's go
This one this all about you I will hate you but I love you
So what can I do
Now listen

Neoreul bomyeon apa sumi neomu gappa ije nae sonjaba
Geu sarameun neoreul saranghaji annneunde wae
Why don't you get
Baby let me love ya love ya love ya
Nae jumuneul georeo ni jumuneul georeo
You can me so perfect
Sesang modu jeogidoendahaedo naneun andwae neo animyeon andwae
Baby let me love ya love ya love ya

Yeotaekkeot gidaryeosseo ne ane ganjeolhi baraewasseo
Nal bikyeogatdan ni oraen sarangi janinhage kkeutnagireul
Geu saram ijeo ijen jiwobeoryeo eochapi neohagoneun eoulliji annneungeol
So baby want you come to me I'm make you make help me

Neoreul bomyeon apa sumi neomu gappa ije nae son jaba
Geu sarameun neoreul saranghaji annneunde wae
Why don't you get baby let me love ya love ya love ya
Nae jumuneul georeo ni jumuneul georeo
You can me so perfect
Sesang modu jeogidoenda haedo naneun andwae neo animyeon andwae
Baby let me love ya love ya love ya

Cheoeume haengbokhagil baraeseo geuge birok geu saram yeopeseorado mideosseosseo
Naeobsi haengbokhadamyeon geugeollo chungbunhaesseo
Hajiman ulgo inneun nunmuri boyeo neoui seulpeumi boyeo amuri chamabwado andwae ijen jichyeo michyeo
I can not let it go I got a take you uri unmyeongingeol

Neoreul bomyeon apa sumi neomu gappa ije nae son jaba
Geu sarameun neoreul saranghaji annneunde wae
Why don't you get baby let me love ya love ya love ya
Nae jumuneul georeo ni jumuneul georeo
You can me so perfect
Sesang modu jeogi dwinde haedo naneun andwae neo animyeon andwae
Baby let me love ya love ya love ya

Ijen nan moreuneunde I'll be geu saraminde noui apeun sarang dawon nanbol sueopneunde
Ijeo ni gaseum meongdeulge haneun geureon nappeun saram ijen jibeojyeo please apeun neoreul goohagesseo
Bichin noui nunmul sori eopsiui mido eopsi heureulttae naegaseum wanjeonhi jjijeojineungol I can't
Nareul mideojwi haneule maengsehalge urin majimag sarangi dwiltenikka

Neoreul bomyeon apa sumi neomu gappa ije nae son jaba
Geu sarameun neoreul saranghaji annneunde wae
Why don't you get baby let me love ya love ya love ya
Nae jumuneul georeo ni jumuneul georeo
You can me so perfect
Sesang modu jeogi dwinde haedo naneun andwae neo animyeon andwae
Baby let me love ya love ya love ya

SS501 - LOVE YA <33

2010-05-30T11:51:00.001+08:00

Letting you go… (here’s somebody…)
Yo I got this, yeah
Still thinking about this thing alot
You got me shaken up
(Please tell me there’s a way)
And it got my head just spinnin’ round round round round
(Please tell me there’s a way)
Don’t wanna take a fall
It’s best to break it up
It’s gonna be better for you, move on
(Please tell me there’s a way)
Uh huh we break it break it
Or thought we make it make it
And now we cover it up
Girl I swear kimi no koto wo ichibyou demo
Kanashi masenai yakusoku
Mamoru tame ni wa mo obore shita
Erabu michi wa nai kara

Baby aishita bundake kizutsukete shimau
And I’ve got nothing, nothing to say

Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
Dakishimeta te wo
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
Hanasou
Boku wo wasureru koto ni jiyuu ni naru nara Baby
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
Girl you know kimi ga egao wo naku shitaku hodo
Boku wa jibun mo semeru yo
Nego sameru kotoba mo hikari sae mo
Nanimokamo miushinau

Baby kono kuchibiru ga hanareta shunkan ni
I’ll never find better, better than you

Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
Dakishimetate wo
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
Hanasou
Soba ni iru koto dake ga yasashisa janai to Baby
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye

Yo and it’s so, so
Sad it just ain’t happening
Wish it could be better
Sorry to be scrapping
But I just can’t let ya
Shouldn’t be less than happy
I said look at me
I couldn’t live with myself seeing you lacking
The things you deserve
Baby you was a part ?
Must believe that it hurts
That lead this world
I feel the aching through my body
It just takes a bigger part of me
To be let you go
I wish that one soul

Kimi no koe setsunaku fade away… Away-ay-ay-ay
Kaze ni kakikesarete yuku stay… Stay-ay-ay-ay
Kore ijou wa I can’t take it, sono namida don’t cry for me
Kimi no tame never look back again

Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
Dakishimeta te wo
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
Hanasou
Soba ni iru koto dake ga yasashisa janai to Baby
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
Tell me goodbye

big bang-tell me goodbye <3>

2010-05-29T23:32:00.001+08:00

this picture is so cute :)

the whole night , im alone facing computer
just because diyana dumped me
and go to bed :)

haha
sad life ;(

2010-05-29T14:53:00.003+08:00

LOVE.WHATS LOVE?

well,as i know LOVE is just that a guy or girl have a partner with them
and do all the activities together. they both have a chemistry .the loved each other.

in my opinion, love at young age is so not COOL as others thought.
youre still not mature enough to carry a relationship.
all those youngsters now thought that using all so -called SWEET WORDS then its call love.
mahn use ur brain thats so not true :)))

LOVE should be a serious matter and last longed.not just like those young love at young age.
love required maturity.
when ure mature enough , im sure that your love would be so amazing and sweet.
and also included some risk inside :).
thats sad, but its a *cabaran*.

im hoped my first love will be a so amazing one :))

2010-05-21T10:24:00.004+08:00

MY FAVOURITE : CHUNDOONG THUNDER - MBLAQ

AJ KIGWANG FROM BEAST

AWWW MY TOP OPPA FROM BIGBANG

2010-05-21T10:18:00.004+08:00

HEY YO!
ISNT HES CUTE?
MY NEW FOND !!
HES SUPERSTAR K WINNER.
THE 1ST SOLO SINGER I REALLY FOND OF :)

RECOMMENDED SONG = LOVE YOU

HIS NAME IS SEO IN GOOK :)

2010-05-19T14:20:00.003+08:00

EXAM COMING SOON!

URGH.IM SO SCARED!

HAVENT TOUCH MY BOOKS YET :(

*i editted my photo!
haha. im the super star

xoxo
jowe

im back

2010-05-02T14:21:00.002+08:00

hey hey.
see who is back?
haha.

sorry no update much
cause been busy lols.

i dont understand why those AAC GUYS *chinese*
all transfer to our school CCMS
dont understand :)

eg: Ah fatt and steve lee
so LOLNESS!!

and whats my life now?
so easy *school,tuition,afternoon class* thats all.
what is this?
i also dunno.

but yesterday night i did have an awesome night :)
with weili, ling, melvin,fong soon.lourchiee,miss foo,brandon
kikkiiiii ^^

xoxo jojo

today

2010-04-16T16:33:00.005+08:00

Today was fun and tired
we went to bandar rehearsal for drama competition
the went back to seria at 1

we had fun
BUT IT WAS REALLY TIRED,SO I DONT GO TUITION

IF I GO TUITION, MY HMWRK WILL NOT DONE

CAUSE 3 TO 530 AND 7 TO 9

WHERE THE HELL I GOT TIME TO DO IT?

i slept for 1 and the half hour.
from 230 to 4

2010-04-14T18:15:00.001+08:00

hey
yo waasssupp mahn!!!!
haha
today i like a music video
that is
BEAST-SAY NO

its a BOMB !!!

hey im here again

2010-04-11T14:25:00.002+08:00

hey
im here to update again cause of crazydiyana.
haha
actually nothing muchieee to say lo :)

xoxo
jojo 16

annyeong :)

update?

2010-04-09T12:17:00.001+08:00

Hey yo,it has been long time,i din update ma blog.sorry ya . Haha now i feel like upate. Duh im so tired.everyday school,aftrn class,tuition made me so tired,stress. Sigh
. I listened to songs or cried silently in the room to release stress. Is that stupid? Duh. Bye xoxo jojo.

love?

2010-01-14T14:21:00.002+08:00

i thought it have been a new year

i already forget you and deleted you in my mind

but so sorry , im have reaalised that im still thinking and missing you

I REALLY CANT FORGET U

babe , you seems to be too important to me

its had been raining this recently

it makes me so sad because once i look up the rainy sky

i think of you

and ask myself WHERE ARE YOU? WHY YOU AINT MINE?

it had been alreadyy 8 months

i keep this love.

everytime i wanna give up

but i cant!

cause i ll end up missing u everyday !

13.

i hate uee, i hate uee

you make me so sad

i just cant forget uee :(

im al lil disappointed

2010-01-10T13:54:00.004+08:00

sunday

im at home doing nothing

so regret that i finished my eng essay yesterday nite

then today nothing to do

its weekend friends all went out

im alone doing nothing

so decided to blog !

yinling went to miri :)
bey maybe same like me larr
:O
then qaqa and diy they all went sumwhere
idk !

they sure are enjoying rite nowww rite?

idk lolsss .

tomorrow will bw a new week again

i really wish CNY faster arrived lor and jiejie come back brunei. :)

my sg fren LEKO had moved from sembawang to woodland wahh

im so sad :(

cause everytime i go sg i live in sembawang sia

now need to find her also hard lar

i still remember first time i meet her was 2008 december

hahah.

cause shes my cousiee close fren

then we become close also larr

shes so cute lo

i miss the part she went shopping with us

play rollerblade with me at the apartment ground.

and ICE SKATING <3

i really love ice skating , i know how to play because i know how to play rollerblade :)

JASMINE LEK I MISS UEEEE !!!

seriously life without u = BORED :(

you will never left me out !!

2009-12-26T16:46:00.002+08:00

bla bla blackship any any wool?

hhahahha

YESTERDAY NITE

wohooo

FUNNN :)

THE SHOW WAS AMAZING .

the african orphan were so talented

i almost cry wehh

cause kan kinda touching abt their storyy

nada parents and poor living condition

adeyh :(

screw me :p

I HAVEN BUY BOOKS AND UNIFORM :)

* and as i know

our school the old old buruk window

ALREADYY CHANGE !!! (Y) <333

HAHAHHA.

change to the slide wan

NICE WAHH !!

i saw alreadyyy :)

piggy rabbit

2009-12-23T15:32:00.003+08:00

ahhha

PIGGY RABBIT ♥

ahhh

i havent buy BOOKS weh!!

hehhe.

BISMIIIIII??

of course larr.

things need to do:

buy new school shirt
buy books and stationary

haha

nothing else :)

(Y)

CHRISTMAS EVE PARTAYYY

TOMORROW :)

first time weh

never had it before

dunno why this year ada

maybe its too boring so need to make a partayyy

HAHAHHA.

life

2009-12-23T15:18:00.004+08:00

uhhh

tittle : MY HOLIDAY LIFE

nearly two months holiday

im just wasting it

why can holiday be so damn bored?

DARN IT :(

gahhh

i seldom hang out

this holiday

my everyday timetable

eat ,tv,online NOT MSN!!

aigooo

always like that ;(

but i tolerate liao lo

now call me go out also sien larr.

nvm just stay at home sia

school reopen soon (Y)

although need to wake up early

no more 12.30

but nvm larrrr!

hehe :)

SM

2009-12-22T14:52:00.003+08:00

GAHHH

its so frustrating to know all this lawsuit happened again.

since the DBSK wan havent clearly solve yet.

WTH??

SM ENTERTAINTMENT

is so so so LAME!!

Hankyung is really a nice one

i dont believe he would abonden all his mates and going solo

ITS

SURE
THAT

ALL IS YOURE FAULT

SM ENTERTAINMENT!!!

you make DBSK SUJU *hot groups* in lawsuit

WTF??

yo

2009-12-16T14:36:00.003+08:00

Rest your head on this pillow soft,
Lay here with me in this broken loft.
Listen to the rain beat against the roof,
As we make our love into living proof.
Prove to me that we’ve been heaven sent,
That we’re a truly intrinsic sentiment.
Show me that love is of real existence,
That it can beat out the most brutal resistance.
Allow me to feel this powerful emotion,
The one that has everyone up in commotion.
Let me feel why it can take hearts and mend them,
Break others to a point where it will take and condemn.
Awaken my dreams of sweetness and perfection,
Purge me with this so called “lethal injection.”
Evoke the true meaning of being lovestoned,
Love waits for no one it cannot be postponed.
It does not rest even when we are tired,
It does not rot or become expired.
So as we sleep next to each other cozied up in this bed,
We will each dream of each other in our own sleepyhead.

heyhey

2009-12-15T14:42:00.001+08:00

DAYUMNNN~

MY FRIEND IS SERIOUSLY MAD AT THIS MISTER!!

LALALA.

I UNDERSTAND THEIR FEELINGS.

ITS REALLY MAKE THEM MAD.

I NOT REALLY WANT TO CARE LAR

THE MISTER IS ACTUALLY LIKE STRANGER TO ME

LOL CAUSE REALLY LONG TIME DIN CONTACT.

SO WHATEVER LAR.

ITS SERIOUSLY YOUR SWEET MOUTH KILL MY FRIEND!!!

YOU BADASSS!!!

2009-12-05T14:25:00.002+08:00

nice?

sorry for long time din update

not reaali long hor?

few days nia!

ahah im too concentrate on my tumblr

so sorii

but nevermind also i din update

no banyak orang read my blog wan duh!!

tsk tsk!!

*i alredy have the heels to go prom , but sama with diy nada dress*

hahha

*peeps going to dress hunting mondayy*

2009-12-01T15:01:00.002+08:00

DECEMBER!

awww, my month has come.

haha , my burfday ( 16 dec)

haha 16 days to go.

dayumnn so many 16.

aww <33>

haha

guess what?

im not really looking forward my burfday

its always to be alone

so just let it be

the same as everyyear.

wish me a very special lonely burfday ever.

HAHHA

its okays for me la.

alredy used up!!

2009-11-30T15:39:00.001+08:00

i always tell myself to be myself

so guys and girls just live wiht yourself

fark all those rumous gossip etc.

live negatively also need to live

why not just live positively

WOHOHOHO

bandar

2009-11-28T23:20:00.002+08:00

today i went to bandar

guess what i saw 13!!

gosh how how how!!

thast kepo told miss chin hes my crush

haisss

haha but we end up with a lot of fun

all abt HIM!!!

haha

then i @batu bersurat see bball that time

i used ebuddy obline with him

so siok

had a good chat !!

although i know he had a crush on other gurl

but i now will only treat him as my friend

maybe more! haha

im just too inlove with in 13.

sighh.

sad and happy

so complicated!

BTW

i know i majal

but

NINJA ASSASSIN!!

so so sso

DAMN SCARYY

should put it above 18!!

btw ITS NICE!!

2009-11-27T16:22:00.003+08:00

hey guys and girls who read my blog!!

i will rest my blog a while, NOT DELETE IT ITS JUST HYBERNATING

haha.

cause i might be concentrate on TUMBLR!!!

check me on

www.xiaoj16.tumblr.com

www.twitter.com/xiaoj16

THANKS!!

kamsahamida!!!

me mau mau (qahirahlemon)

haha.

2009-11-25T16:53:00.002+08:00

guys and girls

im totally heartbreak now.

i tot the chatting yesterday was a nice one

but ftw! i knew that you actually had a crush on a girl.

i cried . so sad

so pain.

i have no reason not to give up anymore.

bye 13

forever

deng

2009-11-22T14:17:00.002+08:00

how sweet this picture is

hehe love it much.

deng~ my holiday seems to boring till death .

oh gosh who can help me kan?

everytime want go out then tak jadi

deng~HAHA so many aeroplane to put meh?

kasian eh me~LOL.

btw just hope i can had a fun holiday after 25!

Awww

guess what?

REPORT CARD DAY!!

imagine how lovely the day is!!!

F-UP!

hahahahaha. ;D

Today might me a IT afternoon

LOL~ tv, computer,ipod,phone.

how cool?lame?

i know people love my boring holiday right?

hahah.chill man

JOWE LIU!!

deng~

2009-11-20T14:34:00.002+08:00

Deng~

babe yesterday night for me is kinda okay lar.

actualli not reallt fun yea.

the fun part is only listening to liveband and see final destination

LOL.

I just realized that why nowadays boys are more gay

huh? gayness much?

LOL

(no offense to the real gay kays?) ;D

just it happened round and round me.

HOW WIERD?

are they \m/?

HAHHAHA.

lee joon

2009-11-18T15:42:00.006+08:00

hehe miss nurdiyana diy

see? handsome kan?

hehe

DECEMBER GIRLS BOTH FAN OF LEEJOON OF MBLAQ!

awww♥

2009-11-17T14:34:00.005+08:00

YO, i am JOWE LIU!

IM just as simple as me

*IF YOU DONT LIKE ME*

please SHUT UP!

FYI, im SINGLE and NOT READY TO BE MINGLE!!

2009-11-17T13:27:00.002+08:00

MBLAQ me ♥

LEE JOON ♥

MBLAQ rookie group of korea

they are under rain company

WOOHOOO!!!

2009-11-16T11:19:00.003+08:00

TOP ♥

TOP oppa ♥

handsome and cute kan?

haha

Im currently addicted to this korean movie after

My Fair Lady!

this is a spy movie

hehe.

i watched this bacuse have my BELOVED OPPA

TOP!

i love him much

bacause of his charisma!!

awww ♥

sorii

2009-11-14T12:08:00.002+08:00

gdragon and gaho ♥

my beloved TOP oppa dog.

CHARLIE ♥

im totally in the korea world right now

haha.i love more korean songs,guys

and drama and variety shows

my friend say that nowadays girls are talking abt korean guys

and even boys do.

Ohgosh i just cant tahan with them

so cute handsoem and whatsoever HAHA

i muaks them lots seriously!!

I WANT TO GO KOREA!!!!

POA

2009-11-07T12:54:00.003+08:00

duh.Babe

I SCREW MY POA!

I HATE CONTROL ACC.

and the sole trader thingy

hate hate hate.

Cant balance also.

Anyway im not that angry or i dotn even angry because of that

im chill enough yo.

i also dunno why im that chill nowadays

i started to sleep more late which i will not do before this exam

i started to sleep late because of this exam

not to study but night dreaming duh

HAHA.

Wanna say chill weh my friends of BIO AND POA.

its not big deal duh.

HAPPY wa!!

Exam

2009-11-05T15:32:00.002+08:00

hey gurls and guys

still having exam ya?

me too

current 3 down 7 to go

all language subject down lu

now i need effort to studyy liao

cause the next 3 subject would be

the one need to memorize wan..

duh!

HAHA.

tonight might be study till late

and date with COMBINED SCI!

this afternoon im too lazy to study

because im seeing ;momo love;

ps: i dont want bf currently

cause its too complicated!!

dadada

2009-11-03T15:09:00.002+08:00

J said: exam was okay so far.

dadada:

i want to HOLIDAY so i can go bandar duh.

urm i just wanna say that people are imperfect so

People aren’t coloring books . You can’t make them just how you want them.

okays?

A big lie i had for todayyy:

he told me that he dont have any real girlfriend,but yet he ended up with much fake girlfriend!

and he replied: youre the only one!

Ohgosh like real!

hahas.

2009-11-01T15:00:00.002+08:00

Earthlings,

Tomorrow is the date of EXAM!

Lets get this partyy start and ends as soon as possible yo!

yesterday i studied my commerce from 8.30 till 11 plus.

it was so unbelievable that i had date with it so long time.

instead of fully concentrate on it , i got in e-buddy and chat.

at least it will be not that boring wa!

anyway

GOODLUCKS TO ALL PEEPS

AND THE ONE I LOVE!!

hiatus

2009-10-31T16:28:00.003+08:00

im going to fail my final exam sooner

yknow why?

im really not addicted to BOOKS man!!

how come?

HELP!!

commerce had a lot to study but i really cant concentrate with it

please man i really want to date with books but why i cant?

SERIOUSLY! i only finished 2 chapter of commerce

guess?

LEFT 6 more chapters!!!!!!!!

Kill me man!

Screw my brain!!

Bang bang bang!!

Exams sooner and sooner

its MONDAY!

apalar!

its so so so ridiculous!! ME!!

Please love me books!

2009-10-30T12:43:00.002+08:00

Today extra class was okay.

Maths teacher gave us do nothing just

he do revision on the board

and we did nothing except one question.

And I JUST LOVE COMMERCE CLASS!!

yknow why?

haha teacher gave us revision our own

but instead of revision we ended up our class

with gossip !!

curious?

We talked about LOVE LIFE OF OUR CLASSMATES!!

we gorek peoples secret

like who like who?

one sided or two sided.

Then teacher laugh like what?

HAHA

eg- rubeys secret

chizheng

jit ru , me , yee and ling.

but teacher only concentrate on zhengs want.

HAHAHHAH

im just me

2009-10-29T14:34:00.003+08:00

im just love to be myself

because im born to live in this world

and live because of myself

i dont care what people says about me

becuase they aint got sense

and aint got nothing on me

i dont care WTF they say

because they aint got sense.

i dont care because im born not

because of you all

im born because i used to be in this world

so stop it

silly fella.

ps:please dont talk cock anymore ;D

sorry if im rude!! ;D

2009-10-28T15:35:00.002+08:00

My tomorrow horoscope says:

Beware of surreptitious efforts to usurp your progress by someone who is very jealous of you. While their efforts may sap some of your energies, as long as you stay true to your current path things will work out in your favor.

Sagittarius Love Horoscope
At the moment it may be easier to see what is wrong with your personal relationships than it is to see what is right. If so, you're likely to fall into such a funk that you find yourself doing so much whining resolving your problems seems impossible. Shake your down mood off and confront any issues in your personal life head on and with optimism. If you do you may find that most of what is bothering you quickly vanishes.

Me

2009-10-27T19:53:00.003+08:00

WOOHOO

MY SECRET!!!

want TO KNOW???

haha.
currently

MISS
MY LAOGUNG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WAKAKAXX

A SO DAMN RANDOM POST!!!!!!!!

SO CALLED BOYFRIEND??

2009-10-26T14:49:00.000+08:00

addicted:
so meaningful

就是開不了口讓她知道
就是那麼簡單幾句我辦不到
整顆心懸在半空我只能夠遠遠看著
這些我都做得到但那個人已經不是我 ♥

exam

2009-10-26T14:18:00.004+08:00

Woohoo
guess what?
days passes so damn fast sia.
one eye clip
FINAL EXAM IS SO SOON
haha
im still like dont care.
im still daydreaming that it still had a long way to go
but FTW!!
only one week left!!!!
MY GOD!!

hahahah.
im too stupid.
i dont even open my book and start the revision yet.
me sibeh steadyy rite?
haha.

2009-10-24T14:52:00.001+08:00

i admit:

much of jealousy when i see sweet couple.
i just cant stop myself of envying they all.
they are so sweet with i really want to have it
i believe the day will come
but it seems like to slow
im keep waiting for my real one
but it doesnot seems successfully
all those sweet memories of those sweet couple
can sometime make me upset.
i really really cant afford anymore.
im just thinking when can i have my own sweetness?
i know theres a day it will come.
but i just too anticipate to know when?

2009-10-23T15:58:00.004+08:00

B2ST

MBLAQ

Oh gosh.
im currently addicted to these two boy group.
theyre so so so so damn HOT!!!

btw 2pm still my forever top 1
tillss jaebum oppa come back!!
miss yea.

top1 2pm
top2 Mblaq
top 3 B2st

2009-10-22T15:09:00.002+08:00

todayy they all went to bandar for the talk.
LOL i din even think to go
cause malas sia.
go only for a talk and not related to art class.
its about science and engineering yo.
so its not necessaryy.
they all go play and njoy sia.
haha sibeh siok but not for meaaaa.
i dont like muchieee.
now theyre listening to the boring talk
wkakakakxxx.
sorry !!!!!

walao

2009-10-21T17:54:00.003+08:00

walao today si beh tired plus sien lo.
bo bien lar.sick ma.
i skip afternoon class because of coughing non-stop.
then at home bored dao bao argh.
then go sleep sia.
hahahahhaha.
im just wondering when december can arrived yo.
cannot tahan with the boring life luu.
beh tahan liao.
an zhua?

: this post is full of singlish because i love it.
haha

bored

2009-10-20T14:02:00.003+08:00

Maybe next year is my last year stayed in brunei.
but i just hope this year is the last year.
yknow why?
because seriously after my sick , i hate to go to school.
feel lazy,tired etc.
dunno why?
i hate my life nowadays.
i wanted so desperatelyy a new life.

ihave nothiing to say about it again
so sick of school life
just hope for holidaysssssssssssssssssss.
im craving for sleep,eat and tv.
hate schooolllllllllllll.

the form 4 sickness

2009-10-19T18:08:00.001+08:00

qaqas photo!!
(seriously the picture look like my ulcer!!)

my fucking running nose
suffering hard of it.

I started to wonder why form 4 peeps are getting sick nowadays.
sore throat the most common yo.
and fever.
i had a runnign nose , mouth ulcer and lill cough.
wth!!! is it??
I JUST WANT TO BE NORMALLL
but now im ab normal.
hope everything can be good soon.

the sick day

2009-10-17T15:34:00.002+08:00

i had a quite serious sick
this 2days.
it started yesterday because of non-stop working in the anniversary rehearsal
and need to wake up early the next day
bacause having that stupid extra friday claasses.
this make me aint happy at all.
i used to be the active cheerful gurl
but this 2 days im totally
tireda nd my body have not enough charged
so i condamed
sigh.
many people sick at school
ex: me qaqa aravind vuiloong and yihshyong.
why?
why?
why?
i din make it fot the choir practice because i aint feeling good
i need rest sia!!

2009-10-16T15:35:00.002+08:00

如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会发现你会讶异
你是我最压抑最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸你会流泪 ♥

a lesson

2009-10-16T15:10:00.003+08:00

through all those hard time
and yesterday tired night.
i started to think carefully
on some part of me
this morning suddenlyy like my mine
kena brain-washed.
i felt so damn tired dizzy headache.
and that time then i realized that
am i going to dead?
my head is so pain at that moment.

what am i going to say is that
i realized i had go on so much sadness is because i
used to think so much on a small matter.
so im going to change myself.
i started to try not to hate someone.
and started to treat someone i hate nicely.
this is all because of the lesson of tiredness.
i feel like my life is full of hard time is because thinking too much.
i used to jealous if someone had more admire than me.
( no fixed person)
its just an example.
when i flashback i feel liek im so stupid.
i had my own life why i need to care others?
i do ask myself
why?
why?
why?
maybe because i love to ask myself why
and it influence my emotion.
i am a easily frustrated person
and had a bad temper.
(all this temper can be only seen in my own house)
i will not do my temper in school
because i tried not to.
im sorry if people seen mt temper its mean im exploding.
at home, i can frust easily ,even towards my family.

and, fyi
this week is my last outings
next week onwards will not going out
just to force myself to studyy.
feel tired of life nowadays.

barracudas

2009-10-15T13:48:00.002+08:00

yo blog.
yesterday match was so so so damn amazing yo.
i watched from the front till the end eh.
haha actually i late 15 min wa.
TUITION LO!!!

haix.
btw i so super happy when they win .
it ends up with 94-76.

This sundayy they have match in bandar weh.
hope everything will go successfully.
i scared later no jadi weh.
pray hard for confirmation.

by babe xiaoj16L♥

2009-10-14T16:49:00.002+08:00

I shouldn't love you, but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you, but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control

Of me and I can't help it

brave

2009-10-13T19:05:00.002+08:00

blablablabla,
should i tell ya i love ya?
oh gosh
how stubborn am i?
this question is im my head all around
if i dont tell him
i will never get an answer!!

who dont want a pretty realtionship
but its hard to archieve!
im so confuse!

body language

2009-10-13T18:57:00.002+08:00

Ooo, that body's like music to my ear
Ooo, that body's like music to my ear
Ooo, that body's like music to my ear
'Cause what you want is right here

Oh she, oh she so international
The way, the way she get it on the floor
I'm tryin', I'm tryin' to holler at you
I want to get to know you better

Parlez vous francais?
Konichiwa
Come and move in my way
Hey, little chica from Guadeloupe
That thing you got behind you is amazing

Now, I don't speak Spanish, Japanese or French
But the way that body's talkin' definitely makes sense
It's her, her body, her body, her body language
It's her, her body, her body, her body language
The way she moves around
When she grinds to the beat
Breaking it down articulately
It's her, her body, her body, her body language
It's her, her body, her body, her body

That make me want to say hey...('ey!)
Hey...('ey!)
Hey...('ey!)
It's her, her body, her body, her body language
C'mon

Shorty, let me whisper in your ear
Tell you everything you wanna hear
You got my vote: Hottest Girl of the Year
Let's have a celebration, baby

Parlez vous francais?
Konichiwa
Come and move in my way
Hey, little chica from Guadeloupe
That thing you got behind you is amazing

Now, I don't speak Spanish, Japanese or French
But the way that body's talkin' definitely makes sense
It's her, her body, her body, her body language
It's her, her body, her body, her body language
The way she moves around
When she grinds to the beat
Breaking it down articulately
It's her, her body, her body, her body language
It's her, her body, her body, her body

That make me want to say hey...('ey!)
Hey...('ey!)
Hey...('ey!)
It's her, her body, her body, her body language
C'mon

I'm lifting up my voice to say
You're the hottest girl in the world today
The way you shake
You got me losing my mind
You're banging like a speakerbox
Turn around; the party stops
Universal lady, let me take you away

Now, I don't speak Spanish, Japanese or French
But the way that body's talkin' definitely makes sense now
It's her, her body, her body, her body language
It's her, her body, her body, her body language
It's the way she moves around
When she grinds to the beat
Breaking it down articulately
It's her, her body, her body, her body language
It's her, her body, her body, her body

You make me want to say hey...('ey!)
Hey...('ey!)
Hey...('ey!)
It's her, her body, body, body language
C'mon

Ooo, that body's like music to my ear
Ooo, that body's like music to my ear
Ooo, that body's like music to my ear
'Cause what you want is right here

* currently addicted by this song

aint my day

2009-10-12T16:32:00.003+08:00

all i wanna say is only
1 23 readyyy go!!

FUCK
DAMN SHIT!

sorry for any violence word.
its just my current mode.

Why should all this thing happened to me?
im felt like so damn tired of all stupid incident
love? rumous?
OH GOD!!!

my heart suddenly cant afford all this things
so it started to cry
imagines a non stop crying for 15 minutes.
thats mean its so pain.
the invisible pain in my heart.
i had really cant afford and started to stressed out.
im gonna explode soon.

IM SO USELESS.
it seems like i should not live in this world
or from the beginning i should not be born in this world
cause im so useless.

i hate that word
FUCKKK!!! really hate it.
but they will not care even i really care!!
WTHH!!!!
stupid weakest point

this week aint my lucky week!!
HATE U MONDAYYY!!!!

i even told myself i live is because myself
not live because of others!!
but this phrase seems useless to me

that guy

2009-10-11T10:38:00.003+08:00

sorry one day din update, yknow im kinda busy with all the ironing works since my ama left.wth? Im going to talk abt a guy who change his attitude towards mea.last time he always ignore only when we met but this recentli he smile with me.and last time when i say salao he will revenge but now also smile onlay.oh gosh.how wierd it is?

the moon

2009-10-09T12:41:00.003+08:00

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up.

happy + alil sad

2009-10-09T11:44:00.003+08:00

im telling myself not to look back again.
but i cant.
i thought that i really forget you
but actually i din yet.
why should your love so deep?
im so harsh.
god,please teach me how to unlove you?
im happy because of that incident
but when you talk with me
its like you feel that im so bored
doesn't feel like want to talk.
why should you be so cool to me?
am i deserved that?
or as qaqa said
you dont deserved me?

ps: im so confused right now!!

♥

the barracudas

2009-10-09T11:40:00.002+08:00

the barracudas !!!!
they are currently in singapore now!

JIAYOU!!!

2009-10-08T14:58:00.002+08:00

And the weirdest thing of all is that it feels so right. I supposes it’s true what they say, you never know it’s right until it is, although I’m really scared of saying that out loud just in case he turns out to be a bastard, but somehow I don’t think he will.

the hyperactive one!

2009-10-07T15:52:00.003+08:00

just now went to school
for singing practice!!!
so LOL.
yknow what?
Me and tzyee so hyper la
we open our own mini concert
singing many songs
haha rubey got joined la
but alittle while only
SHES aint that hyper
if verses me and yee.
HAHAH
yee2 hyper group
group member = jowe
karen.

hahahhaa.
then me and yee walked home
so got faith lor
both nada kereta.
hahahahaa.

SO FUN!!!!!!

too bad i kena say hyperactive by rubey!!!
so sad!!

HYPERACTIVE NO WRONG LA
plus im not !!
IM ONLYYY CHEERFUL AND PASSIONATE WA!!!!

life

2009-10-06T14:14:00.004+08:00

I arise in the morning torn between a desire to improve the world and a desire to enjoy the world. This makes it hard to plan the day.

" i thought that life could be as simple as i want, but it end up with so
much of bad influences.I asked my self why should life be so hard?
why cant it be simple?but i had no answer on it."

my life is full of happiness and sadness
IM SO TIRED !!!

xoox
xiaoj16.

random

2009-10-04T18:04:00.003+08:00

love sick

2009-10-04T16:24:00.003+08:00

yesterday only i realised that
i haven't totally forget you.
when i saw the drama yesterday
i found out that the story is just like
our story
a no-ending story.
the girl is waiting for the guy
but she cant,at the end she ended up
with a new life.
maybe i should also end up with a new life.
i had try before
theres a time that i really get out of this love sick
but i came back yesterday because of the drama.
but its better now cause the feelings are not that strong again.
i think it is a sort of flashback only.
I hope i cna find a new life soon.

2009-10-03T17:33:00.002+08:00

"Sometimes ,I think that the only person that loves me and cares about me is myself . sometimes I feel like guys only want to play mind games with me and after I actually like them . they ignore me and never cared about me in the first place . maybe the only person I can trust is myself . maybe that is why I feel like no one will actually see the real me and inside my heart or what the shape of it is because there isn't someone out there for me . and that's why I am so insecure about falling in love again."

2009-10-03T17:25:00.001+08:00

"I'm in love with the perfect man, and he is in love with me , we've just decided to meet each other later on in life!"

2009-10-03T16:19:00.001+08:00

Some things, however, are true no matter how hard you might try to block them out, and a lie is always a lie, no matter how prettily told. Some doors, once they’re opened, can never be closed again, just as some trust, once it’s been lost, can never be won back.

2009-09-30T14:11:00.000+08:00

Then we chit chat about it .so funny when we think back.im so stupid dont know they 3 sama kelas with me kgred.haha.i still remember the crab dance.oink.haha.im lovin my sweet kg memories.

Xoxo
Xiaoj16.
Nada karan.x(

chilhood memories

2009-09-30T14:06:00.000+08:00

Today,after school,me and yinling put our books at the lobby,then go find rubey at kindi .haha when we went in there,so siok la,ada aircon.
Then after tzyee came in,we sat down at a table with 4 kerusi.at that time we think back our time at kindi,haha.

Today

2009-09-29T16:40:00.000+08:00

Top 3 achievement,
1 commerce 82
2 poa 76
3 chinese 72

Others are totally bad!
1 failure.
I dont care. Haha.finalexam then plusoil sia.

Xoxo
Xiaoj16.

2009-09-25T16:37:00.002+08:00

guess who? my lovely DARA UNNIE!!

sorry for not updating this few days
kinda busy
hahaha.
yesterday i went to miri the whoe day
ah , yknow?
i woke up at 6 early morning
because had to head off at 6.30
y so early?
cause i need to do my passport
so need to go early.
then arrived just doing nothing at the place
where i need to stay to do passport
after finish doing
i head off to my relative house for a whilr then
went shopping
HAHA

i finally bought my new mobile at imperial mall.
haha its pink!!
w595.
sorry guys and girls picture tomorrow la or sunday.
hehe.

xoxox
xiaoj 16.

rock

2009-09-22T15:05:00.002+08:00

remember the day we had
a lovely communication
the first time web-caming
oh i miss those days
but unluckily , days pass
so fast.
we are more like stranger
or a so called friend.
bacause my love since useless to you.

2009-09-22T15:00:00.001+08:00

haha
i dont know la.
maybe theres a little similar
but its just okay.
i know it will be more alike if my fringe is short.
haha minzy is totally cuter!

ex

2009-09-22T14:19:00.003+08:00

I LOVE my EX

because

HE LOOK LIKE THE GUY BELOW.

xoxo
ahahhahahah.

2009-09-21T15:00:00.000+08:00

SO FUNNY!!
JUNKI♥ IS SO CUTE!!!!

2009-09-21T14:53:00.002+08:00

I love junki oppa when they all dance the bamboo stick dance
and sa dance.
hes so attractive.
oh gosh im in love!!
last tiem alredy like him
but then he logn time no come tv
this time im in love again
haha.
all of them were so cute
Sooro is talented!!
Chunhee is clumsy
Yejin is funny

2009-09-21T14:23:00.002+08:00

should i say that
holiday is bored enough for me
online,tv thats all.
but siok also la everyday see
youtube
FAMILY OUTING
laugh untill you beh tahan sia.

BTW, good news
for me

DEC 4 i think la.
IM GOING TO SINGAPORE!!
wooohooo.

shopping
shopping
shopping.

2009-09-21T13:43:00.003+08:00

Love need the patience to wait for sought , the feeling to be very important
rather the blank hand to wait for a time sincerity to hug
i believe could certainly meet in this world
the prince leaves in the corner of the eye

2009-09-21T13:25:00.003+08:00

HELLO SEXY GUY IDO
HELLO HANDSOME BOY IDO
HELLO HELLO
meonjeo malgeorojundamyeon

sorry
haha this pic is cute!

2009-09-20T16:37:00.001+08:00

And ultimately, they find out everything: How you chew, how you sip, how you hum, how you dance. How you smell at every point in the day, how you are on the phone with your mother, the fact that many of your friends are shallow, that you always have to sit on the aisle, how you never really listen, how whiny you get when you travel, how you’re not gracious to her friends when they call, how certain game shows make you really really happy, how cranky you get because you’re too stupid to remember to eat, how you manage to get confrontational only when it’s with the absolute wrong person to be yelling at, how you don’t like the way you look in any picture you’ve taken since 1973, how you’re unable to get off the phone when you’re running late because you don’t have the ability to say, “This isn’t a good time; can I call you back?” How you have to lick certain fruits before actually eating them, how you have no ability to save receipts - all these things, and they still want to sign on. They still like you.

psss

2009-09-20T14:06:00.002+08:00

this is a toy
cute , cute.
haha.
i dont know what to blog eh.
haha.

jaebum

2009-09-19T14:40:00.002+08:00

this song is a present to jaebum by his fans
i cried because of the lyrics
its so touching!!
now then i realized that i love you that much.
i cried a lot when i heard about you
its because i miss you.

JAEBUM OPPA COME BACK PLEASE!!!

me

2009-09-19T14:15:00.003+08:00

Let me tell you this: if you meet a loner, no matter what they tell you, it’s not because they enjoy solitude. It’s because they have tried to blend into the world before, and people continue to disappoint them.

— Jodi Picoult, My Sister’s Keeper

takecareofmyyounglady

2009-09-18T13:13:00.006+08:00

take care of my young lady/my fair lady

the guy of right hand side is my♥

this a a new korea drama.
i strongly recommended to you all.
you can watched in youtube or
KBS 303 - 9 pm.

oxox
xiaoj16.♥

jungilwoo

2009-09-18T13:05:00.002+08:00

Omg omg!!
isn't hes cute!
he is so of my type
butter boy <33

he is called jung il woo.
i saw him in the movie Take care of my young lady/ my fair lady.
then i started to fall on him.
sarangheyo oppa <33.
haha.

lemon<3

2009-09-17T14:27:00.002+08:00

wooww woow wooow
do you see it?
so tasty rite?
OMGOSHH I WANT YOUEE BABE!!!

youre so delicious
sour,sweet oh....

haha
@qahirahlemon

please refer to this.
you sure will love it like i do!!!

ps: this is the LEMON me and qahirah love it!

2009-09-17T12:43:00.001+08:00

tweet tweet!!
@xiaoj16.

twitter is the one currently BOMB BOMB BOMB!!
haha.yknow why?
cause its fun.

@qahirahlemon

youre sour enough yo
no need plus xtra lemonade again.
haha
random.

love

2009-09-17T11:22:00.000+08:00

I’ve been making a list of the things they don’t teach you at school. They don’t teach you how to love somebody. They don’t teach you how to be famous. They don’t teach you how to be rich or how to be poor. They don’t teach you how to walk away from someone you don’t love any longer. They don’t teach you how to move on when the one you love walks away from you. They don’t teach you how to know what’s going on in someone else’s mind. They don’t teach you what to say to someone who’s dying. They don’t teach you anything worth knowing.

— Neil Gaiman

babe sorry

2009-09-17T10:19:00.002+08:00

babe sorry for long time din blog yet
its not my decision tho.
its because MY COMPUTER BREAK DOWN
and only kena fixed by yesterday.

Everything is back to regular!!!
im back yo.
haha.
say cheesssssse. xd.
i will blog everyday liao!

2009-09-05T14:13:00.000+08:00

hey, bloggie.i miss you so muchie la , so i use mobile to blog.since i kena banned pc.xd.kasian jua.haha.exam ah exam.still ok la.haha.urm i wanna say that my c sickness recovered lu.ah boy helped me much in this. Big thanks to him.just hope holiday faster cum ah.so i can use pc to blog.haha.so many holiday eh,boring also,it stuck with books nia.apu.bobien its students punya duty.haha.btw walaoeh i can say that i really hate 'chicken'youre not the one. No lovelife will die meh? Dont so s.of of ya.xd.xd.blerh! Hahahaha ba its the end. Byebye

miracle

2009-08-27T12:40:00.002+08:00

my god

blackjack win the game on last tuesday

its like miracle.

short post sia.